I began painting in
1970, and finished in 1974. I'll explain how it began, why it ended, and what happened in
between.Up until 1970, I had been following the path of philosophy. I'd completed a
Master's Thesis at Monash University under the supervision of Hans Teichen. I should
explain something of this thesis as it led directly to my decision to start painting. My
thesis was in a field of philosophy known as phenomenology.
Dr Teichen had established a name for himself in the field of phenomenology with his
theory of oscillation. I realise that `oscillation' might sound a little obscure to you
this afternoon, but Teichen's theory strikes to the heart of our understanding of order
and disorder. I'll briefly explain this theory:
In philosophy, cosmologies have generally been of two kinds: those that see the world
gradually falling apart into disorder, or entropy, and those that expect the world to
acquire order and meaning over time. It is rare to find a fully worked theory which
involves both kinds of processes. Hans Teichen claimed that the lived world oscillated
between the two states of order and disorder; in phenomenology this is called
`Rückbezogenheit'
`Rückbezogenheit' -- the rocking-back of reality. This Rückbezogenheit is essential
in the experience of future time, perceived either as the coming separation from objects
of care, or the anticipated restoration of one's responsibilities. His examples included
travel, psychoanalysis, religious conversion, rites of passage. It was a way of reading
experience that allowed for a kind of rhythm of meaning without seeming to reduce it to an
abstract